God is having a go at me.
It's disturbing, exhilarating, disconcerting and strangely comforting all at the same time.
I've got much more to say about this but it may have to wait until I'm back from retreat in 2 weeks time before it is coherent.
In particular, those who were at the Learning Church this morning won't believe it, but I didn't know that the story of Zacchaeus was set for tomorrow.
Forgive the language but I'm convinced God is laughing his arse off at me right now.